Screaming solves everything

I have no awkward story for today. But, OMF OMF OMF OMF  My friend and I decided to collab and write a PoTO fanfic. It is going good so far and I will post the finished result. He is not a Deviant but yeah. Oka actually I do have an awkward story. Two to be exact. First, Was there ever a day where everything reminded you of one thing? Today was that day for me. Even when I woke up, that one thing was there somehow. That one thing was the song "I won't give up". Everywhere I went, I heard it. Being hummed down the halls, playing on someone's phone, sung by a class and Damn I got annoyed by it. It was my song. It is my song. I had the awful mistake of singing it while I was with my ex. Now it will remind me of the mistake I made. It made my day bad. Although the cute moment when the whole school watched a fourth year guy asked a fourth girl to the movies did lift my spirits up for a moment. Anyways next awkward story. Have you ever been called stupid or ugly? I have been called both and cried about it. But that was in the past. Now if someone calls me that I will smack their face so hard it will look like blush. Sorry that isn't my point. I will be completely honest. I have a boyfriend. I won't say anything more because I hate people spreading information about me. Since October, my classmates saw me walking and talking with him. Now is the time they decided to break me. I don't get along with my class. Or at least with half of them. They are either "Plastic" or just annoy me like hell. I don't think they like me back. They have kept their distance for 7 months. They have called me slut, whore, porn star, and much more. It never got to me. I have much worse torment when I get home to my older sister. Today my classmates go around my desk and say stuff about my boyfriend. They called him stupid, ugly, fag, retarded, donkey hole (trying not to curse). I kept telling them they were wrong but they just kept saying it. It got worse when they started asking questions. Questions like "What base are you guys on? or Why are you dating that retard?" They got tired of it so they went back to their places. I ran out of the classroom during lunch. I threw my pen to the ground. I wanted to scream so badly. I can't with all the cameras around and teachers of course. I fixed myself for a moment and went back to the classroom. My friend noticed my face wasn't smiling as it usual is. He asked what was wrong. I told him everything and started to cry. He hugged me like a teddy bear but I kept crying. My seat mates asked what's wrong but I only told two of them while the other was left to wonder. I hate this. Was my boyfriend getting teased because I am his girlfriend? Am I the bringer of bad luck to others? My boyfriend gave me the cold shoulder for weeks until now. Now he tells me that he can't say the three words to me because he thinks we should slow down. Should I be feeling heart broken? Because I am. It hurts to be told that the person you love won't say it back to you. I have no one to talk to about it. My friend who I usually talk to about this was embarrassed with the class so she hates all of us. I need to scream. I just want to let go. Sadly, I have my term exams tomorrow and I haven't studied...